Have a merry Merry Christmas Folks!

this year i'm celebrating Christmas in Singapore, cant experience the coldness.
but i experience the loneliness.
HAHAHA.
now i understand how much it feels to be.
just standing infront of the person you love, yet you dont feel anything in return.

i really trying my best not to be negative liao leh.
but i really dunno what can i do.
i just feel ultimate sian can.
really this year is just the suckiest year.
so sucks that i just want hide under my blanket and sleep my day off.
but too bad, face the reality jasmine~

i dont want to stop working.
i want to keep using my brain so that i wouldnt stop to think negative things.
always putting on a smile for others.
but can anyone put a smile on my face?
i very tired.

on this day, i really tired.
can anyone help me?
pull me out from all negative?
haissssssssssssssssssss~
i only can sigh and sigh.

enough of grumbling.
full stop.

anyway, as i expected.
2 years, i got nothing.
there is nothing for me.
why am i always putting him infront of myself.
i should start to be selfish.

now i understand why sophia sister gave up her relationship for years.
already bought a flat.
lawrence also bought rings for them.
but she choose to let go.
cos the moment when the girl had shut her heart up.
theres nothing more that you can do to win her back.
cos she already died, died in the heart.

getting more sick of my job.
i really wanna get out of the place.
nobody would appreciate what you do.
not even a thank you.
tell me how much more do i need to suffer?
i really just feel super sian.
and the bank just sucks.
please, let me find a better job.
let me learn smth than to be in the stupid bank.