two years.
it's been a great two years with b.
we been through loads of shits and of course laughter.
there's more to come i foresee.

alot of things ran through my mind.
this 2 years on this special date.
we went through unlike other couples.
last year we were in different places.
this year in singapore (but he is pretty pack with work)
so there wont be any excitement, surprises like what i expect to think.

in fact he seldom give me surprises.
maybe twice in a year? hahaha.
i should feel good enough because other ppl might not even have one?
well, i like surprises.
usually i will think of all sorts of surprises shits in my mind.
but it never came true. HAHHA like wtf~

now we are working.
we have very different schedule and im slowly getting use to it.
slowly use to NOT having him beside me nagging.
slowly use to NOT having him eating dinner with me.
slowly use to NOT seeing him every single day.
slowly use to be alone.

maybe one day..
i will be all by myself again.
being alone is not that bad afterall right?

trying to put a smile on my face.
apparently, the weather also know how i feel.
whipping away.
lucky it's not bad after all,
after i had my tea party with zoumei.
phewww~