Friday, December 05, 2014the year its coming to an end soon. 2014.
i haven been posting any shit here because this year is a mess to me.
where to start?.. haha.
recently is a down period for me. had to go through multiple shits.
work, relationship, friends, family.
everything just DROP to the lowest point.
i suspect, more to come.
the lowest point in my life this year 2014.
i'm not awaiting for 2015 because i foresee more shit coming.
my dearest grandmother pass away.
my aim to go in ocbc burnt.
my work is now shit.
my relationship is going through high waves.
my friends turning away.
haven i tried my best to control my temper, my attitude.
but seems like nothing change.
everyday trying to SMILE.
but is a sad face that ends my day.
what's wrong?
why like this?
i getting more and more restless each day.
because i dunno how to overcome all this stress.
i stress because i have nobody to turn to.
where's my closest friends?
busy with work, life, relationship and their family.
school comes to the end, my life become so meaningless.
ppl might be laughing at me.
but i really hope to get out of this situation soon.
work -- i want to change
relationship -- i want it to be better
family -- everyone just stay as one
friends -- stay with me always.
i always felt myself very emotional during the PMS days.
but apparently this days are the more sensitive days,
and those days are the true reflection of yourself.
i look through my past.
i look through now.
nothing i've gain except weight.
hahahaa.
2015, i hope you will be better.
slightly better is good enough for me.
cos i cant take it anymore.
12/05/2014 04:16:00 PM | 
