had a tiff with b.
almost ended of this relationship.
cos i thought we just not suitable.
have been trying my best to please him to make him happy.
that's is smth i had never done before or perhaps not so much for my partner.

because of love, i swallow it down.
keeping my pride off just to salvage this relationship, so does him.
even though we might have a crack in this,
but i certainly hope that it will heal as the time goes by.

i asked him, whether he truly loves me.
i want the answer that is truly from his heart.
he wrote to me :)

all the hatred. all the fear.
just gone within the air.
the initial feeling that i wanna end this relationship, just gone.
all i want was to hug him tightly and really tell him, i love him.

never ever felt love was so strong and now i know.
i know that love can just make a women become stupid.
i understand how it feels to be really deeply in love now.
all this i had never experienced but now i know.

hope things will really get better.
even though i know there's more to come.
and definitely, is my turn to be passive.