Friday, April 19, 2013well well, this shall be my secret corner again. for me and myself.
it's been a long while since i really blog about feelings. kinda emo but i need some space to talk.
ended my 3 years relationship with Erwin.
my first time entering into a long relationship and hopping to find Mr Right.
however things got complicated and out of hands.
decided to let it go and move on with my new life.
till now, im still thinking whether i have make the right decision?
he might be the best guy on earth to dote and love me,
definitely not the guy i could spend my life with.
whether i will regret, the answer is no.
cos i believe once you set your mind, there's nothing more you would want to carry on.
now, having another relationship.
really face another big difficulties.
insecure is the only thing i could say.
i do not know whether is i have not put enough into this relationship,
or just the person you love does not love you as much.
people say you cant compared with relationship.
is that true?
i just need a person who dote me, love me, hong me like a princess.
maybe is really hard to achieve what i want bah.
or maybe im just not good enough for that person.
love is can be feel.
whether you know the person love you more or you love the person more.
now i believe in this, "被爱是幸福的"
and i truly agree to it now.
i hope i can find the person who love me more than i do.
and since i have miss the person in my life.
i shall just wait for my another mr right to enter my life.
things get better eventually.
to the person who i love him more than he does,
happy 4 months.
maybe all of us will forget this days and eventually find meaningless to this date.
but at least for now, i remember it.
and true enough, 4 months, im happy.
4/19/2013 01:31:00 PM | 
