this is the third day he is away for NS.
i'm really not used to it.

- not used to NOT having his text messages.
- not used to NOT having him around with me.
- not used to NOT call him "ehhh"
- not used to NOT receiving his call.
- not used to NOT seeing his smile.
- not used to NOT saying him silly.
- not used to my life without him.


after the moment he bunk into my life.
most thing i do, is with him around.
now without him, i'm really feeling uneasy.
plus worried for him.
wondering have he eaten or not?
did he sleep well or not?
training tough for him or not?
alot of questions in my mind.
and alot of things i wanna tell him.
but only i can wait till the day he booked out already. :(