alot of ppl say we have to plan ahead things.
"fail to plan, plan to fail"
i agreed to it but after you succeed the plan, what's next?
another plan?


last semester, what i plan to achieve, had achieved.
but the next step was to wait till i graduate.
and during this period, i was like a living thing without skeleton.
no brain, no heart, no feeling.
seems like school is nothing to me.
BUT! IT'S STILL NOT THE END OF THE SEMESTER!!


i'm dragging myself doing my RJ's, FYP, Powerpoint Slides.
seriously, compared to last semester me.
i'm TOTALLY DIFFERENT!
no motivation at ALL.
and seriously, i'm just feeling so sick of myself.


what i wanna do, seems cannot be accomplished.
alot of excuses each day to cover up my nonsense!
i want to get out of it, BUT!
there's so many BUT!
arghhhhhhh!


please help me return to my original ME!
i dont want to keep nua-ing.
i had enough and i want to do work!!