i'm seriously down on LUCK!
yesterday sales was pretty bad despite having "SUPER SALE"
attention for lesson was limited.
even SALES MANAGEMENT UT also done badly.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!


i'm so down really down after my UT was done.
pretty upset about what i was doing.
somemore, no more 4 out of 3 UT's leh.
is ALL considered alr.
and seriously, i dunno what the F*** i'm doing at all.


after friday, financial and banking lesson.
where AMOS told me smth about the grades thingy,
i felt very stress up.
i hope i can do it up till there.
but i find it so hard to reach it.
so i tend to put on weights, expectation to it.
where i hope it can helps,
but seriously, i can't add anymore weights.
i'm so tense and everything seems so BAD.
i need to get a break out of it and really think about it.
whether i should let it go and be natural about it.
well, i think it's better to let go.
cux i can't take on any pressure that is within myself. :((
felt super restless. :(((


not in gooooooodd moood. :(((((((
super emoOOoo.
i need to find someone to give me opinions.
cux i now can't open myself and think out of the box.
i'm so stress.