one word for my Business Finance UT, "CUI!"
even after consulting Leslie Sim.
I still do not know how to apply the formula.
aghhhh!~


this semester i cannot aim that far.
i think i've done my best in studying so hard.
if i still couldnt achieve the results that i want.
i think i just have to forget it.


after last semester the results i've.
i aim to get better grades.
but i find it very difficult after going through 5 problems.
should i be like year 2 semester 1,
do whatever i can and do the best of what i can achieve.
is better to do it this way than keep giving myself stress.


when this semester starts, I give myself high hopes.
that's why recently all my entries are very EMOTIONAL and DEPRESSING!
twinnie even ask me why am i so EMO?
i guess i give myself too much stress alr.
i couldnt take up too much stress, if not i will"ki SIAO"
and i find it very true.
too much expectations from me.
i can't overcome my fear if i would to do badly.
got to start relax myself.
go out alone and drink coffee.
looking at others and start reflecting about myself.


i've to give myself time to relax.
just like going for BREAKS!
i'm so busy that i've to stay in class and complete the work.
maybe because i just want to be a leader, just like LEO.
i expect my team, myself to do better.
or you can say me very self centered where i want my things to be very perfect.
and because of that i've neglect my team member.
and didnt take their ideas into consideration.
i know i'm a bad team mate.
i want to change from this time onwards.
got to relax my position and let other take up my place.
" A leader is to lead and to be led "


each time i will face new obstacles.
is time to conquer it and be better.
life isnt what we want and what we have.
is lots more that is unexpected.
just do my best. (:


ok.
emo jasmine have to leave alr.
please say bye bye to her.
and she will stop all these.
if not SCREAM at her and ask her to stop.