对不起！

我不是要对你说那么狠的话。

只因为你生边不缺我这一个人。

那又何必找我呢？

我不想成为你的负担，

所以我选着了放弃。

虽然我真得很想让你快乐，

可惜那个并不会是我。

不如把你让给更爱你的她，

而也是你爱的她呢？



你是很有条件的一个男生，

而我是一个很平凡的女生。

我和你的世界更本不能放在一起。

那又如何闯进我的世界？

是为了一个笑话吗？

不要再让我的心动摇了。

我不想再变成一个大傻瓜。

因为我已经很傻，

傻是因为我城爱过你。



how i wish now i'm still the old me.
whenever i faced a bad relationship,
i would stand on my feet again within 2 weeks.
but now,
i no longer can get up,
i'm no longer strong enough to face this consequences.
because i know i've fall this time round
and i need time to heal this scar of mine.


even you see how negative i am.
i will still put on a smile whenever i go.
because now,
i no longer have a heavy shoulder.
but looking forward for a better future.


p.s
all i want is to see you happy.
and i know i'm not gonna be the one.
all i only can do is just pray for you.
hope you will heal your scar soon,
and settle down with the one you love.




i need time again...