it's christmas eve.
and i'm very lonely to be at home blogging now.
feeling so lost and sucks at the same time.
sighh*


went to town to look for ex colleague.
all were busy with their work.
and i'm busy looking for gift.
gave twins strawberry HUGE pocky.
gave leon chocolate.
:)


gave a warm hug to denise.
as to warm my lonely heart.


saw cheung yong when i was shopping at TM.
was quite shocked to see him.
so i text him telling him that i've seen him.
it's silly.
and i know i cannot change the sillyness in me.
but what i've found was just friendship already :)


my mind now is just full of him.
the guy who ditch me without any reasons.
the guy who took my heart away.
the guy who leave me alone when i need him.
i wondered what i've done wrong.
i questioned myself how can i improved.
but now,
all i want to ask is just..
have you ever love me?
i thought i could have you with me in this special occasion.
but i'm wrong.
i'm just dreaming.
a short and real dream.


arghhh!!
what the hell am i thinking.
SHIT@%$^&^*(


anyway,
by the time i've finishes blogging.
it's christmas
hahaha.


i shall wish everyone a very HAPPY MERRY X'MAS! :)