i enjoyed the breeze blowing against me.
i enjoyed the quietness in the street.
i enjoyed the lights that shine on the ground.
i enjoyed the cars that drove by me.
i enjoyed the moment that is being alone.


i had nothin better to do this morning.
went online and decided to find some quote that represents my thoughts.
happened to see this quote,

"Where the heart is willing, it will find a thousand ways.
Where it is unwilling, it will find a thousand excuses." ~ Arlen Price

meaningful right? =)
a relationship needs two hand to clap and not jus one.
if one person is not interested,
then what's the point of continuing?


for now,
i am happy.
because i know that letting go is not the end of the world.
but is a start of new chapter.
and letting go is to wish the other contentment,
so why not be happy about it?
am i right to say so?
as long i know that he loves me before.
that is already a bliss. :)


i'm seriously in love with my family.
they do not blame anyone for this relationship.
they smile to bring over the topic.
the special one i want to thanks is my mum.
she asked me not to worry, not to be sad.
her motivation is the most important fact that let me move on.
didnt want her to get worry therefore tears are not allowed.
even though she know that in my heart is bleeding.
thereafter she didnt mention anything.
she jus make me smile by doing silly things.
she's a wonderful mother to me.


there's work tmr!
got to strive harder in my work during december.
nephew is coming to town!
haha. :D





a new me in first day of december`07.