i seriously need to thanks all my friends.
espically my clicks.
they make me smile whenever they could.
they let me wash away all negative thinkings whenever i'm with them
they told me to be positive.
they asked me to be strong.
and because of THEY,
i'm able to see what's happening.


i couldnt believe that you will treat me this way.
i shouldnt believe you in the first place.
i should had set a line that i wont go beyond to.
i should had control myself to fall.
i should had not started it out.
i should let all this being washed down into the drains.


should is just should.
but i didnt manage to overcome it by shouldnt.
can you see that i'm still siding you?
can you feel the sadness i've in you?
can you feel that i'm still holding onto a hope?


but all i know will just be a lie.
is a lie to start.
is a lie to hate.
is a lie to love.
all is jus a lie.


I SHOULD HAVE REMINDED MYSELF!

"没有希望，就没有绝望"

but i didnt manage to convince myself either.
can anyone teach me?
haha.


i'm a failure.
a real FAILURE.
even praying hard doesnt make the situation get better.
or should i say even WORST.
haha.
thanks for giving me preparations.
before i fall into deeply and nv climb up.
at least i know where i stand.
i'm jus simply NOTHING!!
hahaha.
how silly jasmine could be.
thanks god for this silly ger.
creating nuisance over here.
shall damn bloody wake up now.
lols.


okok.
enough for that.
i should end this chapter.


anyway,
today was doing skit.
and is damn hilarious!!
cux the main lead is eileen & huijie.
haha.
both lame joker.
i don think next time they would dare to team with us again.
cux we very sabo. =X
haha.


but having different kind of presentations is a nice way of learning too.
sticking onto presentations will feel veri sicky also.
therefore,
we should imply every week new kind of presentation.
whahahahaa.
=D


i think everyone loves cognitive for now.
hahaha.
due to the flexibility we had.
had more laughter.
hee.


kk lah.
i think that's all.
need some time to cool down my mind.
hahahhahahaa.
=X





i want to be in school.
i do not want to be at home.
cux the lonely was jus make me break down anytime.