别看我笑嘻嘻的，

其实我很难过。

我很希望这一切都不会发身在我身上。

可是我却不能低档。

好不容易才做了一场梦，

但我发现我做了一场没有结果的结局。

好想放弃这一断感情，

可是我真的很舍不的。

因为的来不易阿！

而我该这么办？？


i'm restless,
i'm tired.
i need a pillar to hold on.
i need a shoulder to cry on.
i need someone by my side.
to cheer me up when i'm down.
to love me when i need somebody.
to care for me when i'm sick.
to be there for me forever.
but i dont find that in you.
and i dont want to expect anything.
all this can just be replaced by,
a LOVE.
that's all i wanted.
all i want is you to love me.
isit that difficult?
haiis.


i hold onto my tears.
i wan to be brave.
i wan to let you know that without you i can still be ME.
but all i'm finding is just excuses to continue to love you.
i don wan to hate you just because of all silly thinkings.
i don wan to blame on you because i wan you.
but it's giving me a signal.
to let you go.
inorder to find the happiness.
but could i ?
i wondered.


i need rain.
i wan to dash into rain.
i wan to be sicked.
i wan to burst out.
i wan to let this end.
but can i afford the lost?


i think i need time.
i need time to tell me the answer.
would i get the answer,
or i would get the answer that i wouldnt want to know.




dearest.
no matter what is the decision you made.
i will still smile.
all is because i love you.