loviin a person iis sadd?
or should iit be happy?
ii do not know the answers.
cux ii cant feel iit.

ii'm breakiin down.
exhausted*
need a break.
need a shoulder to hold on.
can euu be the one?

why do ii have to hold thiis regret?
why cant ii jus let iit go?
why am ii the one who suffer?
when can ii let the tiime wash down all my memoriies?
when iis the tiime ii can totally put euu down?
can euu just let me go for once?

everythiin needs to come to an end.
and when iis the tiime?

anyway,
sadd thiing needs to stop.
guess~
ii stiill need a longer tiime to heal.
but of course,
ii'm piissed wiif myself !!
cux ii hate the sadness iin me.

today end lesson so fast.
hahaha.
reach hm at about 4.30pm.
fiirst tiime ever ok.
lols.

no more gary !
iis not a good thiing at all.
ii must admiit.
he iis a good facii.
even though at fiirst ii hate hiim to core.
but at the end,
ii learn alot from hiim.
got to miiss hiis funny laughter !
and also hiis gay look.
LALALALALA! = )

two more days!
entrepriise tmr~
gonna suffer agaiin !
SIANS TO THE MAX !!!

watch show iis the iimportant thing now!



chao~