today my morale iis LOW, LOW and verii LOW!
haiis.
fiirst,
ii felt so neglected.
second, ii was kenna scolded.
ok fiine~
haiis.
iit realii breaks my heart.
when ii'm so down.
they cant feel anythiing.
and ii'm jus a fool thiinkiin ii'm badd.
and yes.
I'M BAD!!!
sobbs.

haiis.
breakk down totally.
was thiinkin what ii've done wrong?
why am ii no longer needed?
diid ii change?
or ii'm useless?
haiis.
ii alredii felt so low,
and he raiise hiis voiice so loud.
haiis.
diid ii do wrong?
ii diidnt explaiin well?
ii diidnt do what euu expect?
iis iit all my fault?
haiis.

emo. hurt. emo. hurt.
emo. hurt. emo. hurt.
emo. hurt. emo. hurt.
emo. hurt. emo. hurt.

haiis.
but ii'm so thankful to raudha and da zhu.
they both make me smiile,
iin an way or another.
thanks so muchh.

ii know deniise iis cursiin them now.
cux deniise donn liike others to bully me.
nvm.
don curse them.
maybe i'm jus useless bahh.
haiis.

UT tmr,
can ii cope iit?
or can ii forget all the badd
and remember the good.
=(




emo. hurt. emo. hurt.