I'M BREAKING DOWN!!!!!

haiis.
pls ask me stopp all these nonsense can??
someone pls ask me to stop dreamiin.
pls pull me out!!!
ii'm siinkiin iinto my own trap.
my heart siimply felt so ache now!!
damn PAINFUL!
damn diisheartiing.
haiis.

before meetiin euu.
ii was thiinkiin whether my deciision iis riight?
ii cant sleep for the whole niight jus to ask myself,
am ii realii dreamiin?
or ii'm realii goiin out wiif euu 2dae?
ii siimply thiinkiin of euu and me.

when ii'm at the mrt,
my heart was poundiin verii fast tiill ii cant breathe.
once ii met euu,
ii'm speechless.
cux ii'm too iinto the enviironment jus euu and me.

before moviie,
was full of hope and happiiness.
after moviie,
iis nothiin left!!
not a siingle smiile ii can see iin euu.

my heart siinks
when the moment euu wans to avoiid me.
askiin me to leave fiirst.
my heart totally tear
when the moment me and euu apart.

ii thought even iis slightly a hope.
ii'm williin to try.
my blog song jus siimply siigniificants how ii feel.

before ytd,
ii thought me and euu wiill nv be together.
cux the way euu reply my sms all that.
and euu told me not to give myself too muchh hope.
ytd,
ii was verii happy.
cux ii know iis bcux euu don wan to hurt me.
and now,
THE END!

why do ii have to be the one who got all thiis iimpact.
ii cant.
cux now,
ii'm jus a wonderiin soul.
nothiin iin my heart.
as iis bleediin profusely.
non - stopp.
haiis.

anyway,
ii saw zhii qiiang daddy.
and also mf.
jus happened to saw zhi qiiang.
and he told mf that he saw me wiif a guy.
so mf was askiin me who's the guy.
blablabla.
when my heart iis bleediin.
haiis.

ii'm a wonderiin soul now.
but ii don't blame hiim at all.
cux iif iis miine iis miine.
but ii jus cant take iit.

can everythiin turns backk?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiis.




a wonderiin soul wiithout any love...