 Thursday, March 08, 2007
hmmm, ii dunno what to wriite nor say. cux my heart hurts. haiis. yahh, ii'm not cariin enough. but what ii do iis for your own. ii cant stepped iinto ur relatiionshiip and tell euu what ii'm doiin. euu must learned. but ii guess she needs muii so much. however, ii'm not there. ii'm seriiously sorryy. maybe bcux ii'm grown iin a iindependent famiily, so no matter what happens ii try to solve iit myself. even though my relatiionshiip faiils, ii wiill stiill stand up on my own. cux thiis iis all part and parcel of liife. ii wan euu to know, there should be an end for everythiin. ur tears iis so worth that ii even told arz not to make euu cry anymore. but at the end he stiill makes euu cry. ii hate hiim so much that ii don wan to see both of euu back together. but ii cant. cux ii don wan to see euu so sadd. but at the end ii stiill do wrong. BLAME ME! iis all my fault. ii should not talk to hiim, tell hiim how euu needs hiim, how euu love hiim. BLAME ME! for telliin hiim to read ur blog. BLAME ME! for everythiin. iis ok. ii don miind. cux ii don wan euu to depend on me so much. ii want euu to know, when ii'm not there for euu. how are euu goiin to cope iit. ii know euu can do iit. that's yy ii leave euu alone to suffer riight now. cux when tiime pass, by euu wiill know that euu need to take every hurt all by urself. as no one can make euu feel better cux all iis wiithiin ur liimit. yeshh, ii can be there to say don be sad. but euu thiink iis what ii realii wan euu to be? bcux ii beiin harshh, den euu know how to stand iit alone liike what euu diid for the last few tiimes. now iis gonna be the same. ii care for euu that muchh tiill ii don wan to hear euu cry, cux the next moment ii wiill do iis to hate arz more. ii care for euu that ii don liike to see euu sad. ii care for euu that ii wan to make every siingle day happy. but iis all beyond my reach cux there iis more other ppl can do iit liike ur friiends. all pampered euu, but ii wiill not. cux ii cant bare to let euu fall iinto a draiin that euu wont ever piick up agaiin. hope euu understand deniise. SORRYY.
alriight. ended my long composiition. ii thiink ii should say what ii've done thiis two days. hmm, thiis two days ii diid went to TP to apppeal my course. lol. fiirst tiime ii went there, ii forgot to briing the most iimportant documents. that iis my IC. lol. zzz. need muii to go over to TP todae agaiin. ZzzZz. but 2dae ii went to TP and saw one of my customers. more speciific, the guy who gave muii a ROSE! lol. at fiirst hiis friiend saw muii, but ii cant remember the friiend. but next moment ii saw the guy. lol. den remember ii ohhhhh, iis that guy. lol. hiis name iis alan and hiis friiend called jeremy. haa. helped jeremy to wriite appeal letter. haa. they asked muii whether ii wanna go out wiif them, ii was thiinkiin siince there iis nothiin better to do den ok lor. went to bugiis and do shoppiin. lol. haa. haviin mos burger and jeremy treat muii. lol. so niice of them lahh. den tmr goiin for some jobs hunt wiif alan. lol. thankss for makiin me smiile. but my heart stiill hurts.
.jpg) alan and jeremy. lol. he took usiin my phone.
yupp. that's all for tdae. lol. den ytd meet up wiif my BEST GIRLS! lol. my secondary friiends. they know muii damn well lahh. haa. went to viivo for wiindow shoppiin. haa. was so enjoy wiif them. ii don know why, but ii feel rather relax. cux there iis nothiin we are hiidin abt. we talk abt liifes. haa. MF stiill says next 3 years she gonna get marriied. whiile kiim would be 5 years more? me? haa. gonna be a nun!!! lol. some photos we took together. ii love them!
peiishan, muii,kiim and MF. ii look wiierd!
we are the best!
ii miiss our sec liife...
remember the days we quarrel? lol..
a biitchy ger wiif a fliirty gal..
our beloved AH MA!! lols...
ii seriiously wan a siimple liife wiif no confliict nor anythiin. but can ii? haiis. anyway thiis iis took from a paper bag! lol.
lols. ii love thiis PIG! haa. not make from anythiin. but SWEET! lol.
haiis. ii'm sadd lahh. but nvm. tmr wiill be a better day! syaa, when ur GV goiin to call muii? ii need workk to numb myself and not kknowiin anythiin. ii need to WORKK! btw, iif anyone wanna get any JAP, KOREA or HONGKONG tops. check thiis blog. they sell iit at a verii cheap priice. real cheap. check iit out! http://www.pinkz-blossoms.blogspot.com
ii all my fault, pls blame me..
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08`03`07  Thursday, March 08, 2007
hmmm, ii dunno what to wriite nor say. cux my heart hurts. haiis. yahh, ii'm not cariin enough. but what ii do iis for your own. ii cant stepped iinto ur relatiionshiip and tell euu what ii'm doiin. euu must learned. but ii guess she needs muii so much. however, ii'm not there. ii'm seriiously sorryy. maybe bcux ii'm grown iin a iindependent famiily, so no matter what happens ii try to solve iit myself. even though my relatiionshiip faiils, ii wiill stiill stand up on my own. cux thiis iis all part and parcel of liife. ii wan euu to know, there should be an end for everythiin. ur tears iis so worth that ii even told arz not to make euu cry anymore. but at the end he stiill makes euu cry. ii hate hiim so much that ii don wan to see both of euu back together. but ii cant. cux ii don wan to see euu so sadd. but at the end ii stiill do wrong. BLAME ME! iis all my fault. ii should not talk to hiim, tell hiim how euu needs hiim, how euu love hiim. BLAME ME! for telliin hiim to read ur blog. BLAME ME! for everythiin. iis ok. ii don miind. cux ii don wan euu to depend on me so much. ii want euu to know, when ii'm not there for euu. how are euu goiin to cope iit. ii know euu can do iit. that's yy ii leave euu alone to suffer riight now. cux when tiime pass, by euu wiill know that euu need to take every hurt all by urself. as no one can make euu feel better cux all iis wiithiin ur liimit. yeshh, ii can be there to say don be sad. but euu thiink iis what ii realii wan euu to be? bcux ii beiin harshh, den euu know how to stand iit alone liike what euu diid for the last few tiimes. now iis gonna be the same. ii care for euu that muchh tiill ii don wan to hear euu cry, cux the next moment ii wiill do iis to hate arz more. ii care for euu that ii don liike to see euu sad. ii care for euu that ii wan to make every siingle day happy. but iis all beyond my reach cux there iis more other ppl can do iit liike ur friiends. all pampered euu, but ii wiill not. cux ii cant bare to let euu fall iinto a draiin that euu wont ever piick up agaiin. hope euu understand deniise. SORRYY.
alriight. ended my long composiition. ii thiink ii should say what ii've done thiis two days. hmm, thiis two days ii diid went to TP to apppeal my course. lol. fiirst tiime ii went there, ii forgot to briing the most iimportant documents. that iis my IC. lol. zzz. need muii to go over to TP todae agaiin. ZzzZz. but 2dae ii went to TP and saw one of my customers. more speciific, the guy who gave muii a ROSE! lol. at fiirst hiis friiend saw muii, but ii cant remember the friiend. but next moment ii saw the guy. lol. den remember ii ohhhhh, iis that guy. lol. hiis name iis alan and hiis friiend called jeremy. haa. helped jeremy to wriite appeal letter. haa. they asked muii whether ii wanna go out wiif them, ii was thiinkiin siince there iis nothiin better to do den ok lor. went to bugiis and do shoppiin. lol. haa. haviin mos burger and jeremy treat muii. lol. so niice of them lahh. den tmr goiin for some jobs hunt wiif alan. lol. thankss for makiin me smiile. but my heart stiill hurts.
alan and jeremy. lol. he took usiin my phone.
yupp. that's all for tdae. lol. den ytd meet up wiif my BEST GIRLS! lol. my secondary friiends. they know muii damn well lahh. haa. went to viivo for wiindow shoppiin. haa. was so enjoy wiif them. ii don know why, but ii feel rather relax. cux there iis nothiin we are hiidin abt. we talk abt liifes. haa. MF stiill says next 3 years she gonna get marriied. whiile kiim would be 5 years more? me? haa. gonna be a nun!!! lol. some photos we took together. ii love them!
peiishan, muii,kiim and MF. ii look wiierd!
we are the best!
ii miiss our sec liife...
remember the days we quarrel? lol..
a biitchy ger wiif a fliirty gal..
our beloved AH MA!! lols...
ii seriiously wan a siimple liife wiif no confliict nor anythiin. but can ii? haiis. anyway thiis iis took from a paper bag! lol.
lols. ii love thiis PIG! haa. not make from anythiin. but SWEET! lol.
haiis. ii'm sadd lahh. but nvm. tmr wiill be a better day! syaa, when ur GV goiin to call muii? ii need workk to numb myself and not kknowiin anythiin. ii need to WORKK! btw, iif anyone wanna get any JAP, KOREA or HONGKONG tops. check thiis blog. they sell iit at a verii cheap priice. real cheap. check iit out! http://www.pinkz-blossoms.blogspot.com
ii all my fault, pls blame me..
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