 Monday, March 05, 2007ii'm not happyy 2dae! even though ii smiile iinfront of many ppl but iin my heart, ii felt so guiilty. verii GUILTY!! haiis. all bcux ii hurt someone badly. haiis. ii have been thiinkiin through thiis matter siince the day he knew what ii've wriitten iin the blog. haiis. ii've been hurtiin ppl all along. nv care abt theiir feeliings. haiis. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? haiis. ii feel that ii'm seriiously a BITCH. a damn bloody HEARTLESS BITCH!!! haiis. now den ii realiise why ii cant get myself a guy, bcux ii'm suchh a bloody damn iidiotiic biitch whiich makes muii have no bf. haiis. ii realii don deserved haviin bf, seriiously DON'T DESERVED! haiis. fiirst iis jasper, second iis alviin, thiird iis haiirul. haiis. ii alredii told all of them, ii'm not as a siimple giirl as they thiink. ii can do anythiin jus to let euu guys hate muii. cux ii don wan any1 of them to waste theiir tiime on muii, jus liike wad ii diid to a guy who love muii for years. ii diid the same thiing to let muii hate muii. cux ii don euu to regret waiitin for a person who wont even care for a person feeliin. haiis. ii've blocked haiirul on msn, cux ii don know how to face hiim. haiis. don get muii anythiin, ii don wan to be more guiilty. haiis. pls hate muii to the core. haiis. ii'm sorryy for hurtiin euu iif ii diid hurt euu. haiis. I'M SORRY! haiis. =( went to kallang and ''baii baii'' wiif my mum. went to ezliink mall and have our lunch and saw a guy who iis farmiilar. ohhhh~ cux he works at 505 the coffee shop b4. hmm, diidnt talk to hiim cux he iis wonderiin who iis thiis ger bahh. lol. den hoppedon the bus and off we goo`` yawwnns* sorryy, cux muy mum and some auntiies talkiin. so ii felt so left out. but nvm, was liisteniin to them haviin some comments on goverment, schools, shanghaii and bla bla bla. ii kept my mouth SHUT! haa. cux ii've no comments. those anntiies were talkiin abt goiin to bangkok. my mum was so iinterested and asked muii mum : when ur poly start huh? muii : how ii know arhh? don tell me euu wan go bangkok hor? mum: haa. yahh lor. muii: den euu go lahh. ii stay at hm lor. mum: don wan lahh, no company lehh. muii: can arhh, iif euu wan muii go. ii skiip lesson on those days onlii mahh. =P mum: don wan lahh. muii: den don go lorr. mum: see how lahh. haa, my mum iis verii iinterested iin goiin. however, she wont be ''fang xiin'' iif she were to put muii alone iin siingapore. lol. ii'm a BIG GER! whahahaha. =X suppoose to meet deniise and go bugiis. but at the end she's stiill iin sch so ii miight as well cancel iit. cux iit wiill be too late for us to meet up. so ii went back to tamp and meet up wiif kiim. next tiime don ask muii go TM OR CS! iis damn bored lahh. lol. no poiint goiin over seachiin for nothiin. am ii riight? bcux kiim nothiin better to do, so jus asked her out lor. lol. den walked around and went back hm exactly at 6pm. cux BORING~ but on the way backk, ii thought ii saw cheung yong. was so sacred. but at the end was not hiim. look aliike but not. haiis. ii thiink ii've been thiinkiin of hiim badly bahh. haiis. =( deniise. don be upset. cux euu have many friiends wiif euu around. not liike muii. =X anyway, good news for euu comiin up. need some confiirmatiion onlii. guess there iis a tiime for euu and arz to be backk. so don worryy. SENTOSA! deniise and muii comiin`` lol. =) ii'm a BITCH.. |
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