Sunday, December 03, 2006haiis. suddenly feel liike bloggiin cux ii was talkiin to some1 jus now. haiis. kiinda sad lahh. cux ii diidnt expect hiis reactiion would jus be onlii ''uh ok'' haiis. ii dunno what's wrong wiif muii. but ii feel verii lost after sayiin that. ii dunno why the turn out would be so so embrassed. maybb ii'm old alredii. can't take too muchh setbackss. haiis. ii thiink thiis wiill be the last tiime ii wiill stay contact wiif hiim bahh. cuz ii thiink that my endiin wiill be a verii veri pathetiic one iif ii contiinue to waiit for miiracles. miiracles happen onlii when ii jus say say onlii. but when ii realii begged for one. haa.. there wiill be nothiin. haiis. wad else ii can do alredii?? my heart felt so paiin. even though ii know there iis another one for muii, but ii know that ii don have the guts to say iit. cux the outcome would be the same ii guess. haiis. maybb more worst. haiis. ii'm sadd. realii sad now. jus hopiin everythiin went fiine for both of us bahh.
ii need miiracles to appear iin my liife..
12/03/2006 11:06:00 PM | 
