你的快乐会健在被人的痛苦上吗？


sometimes i really wonder why must this happen to me?
hahaha. am i good to bully or because i'm nice?


left with this week work and i'm done with my temporary job.
seriously this time i return to singlun have different views and opinions.
perhaps i'm not bonded with the team anymore, i'm just a TEMPORARY STAFF mah.
guess the next summer term, i definitely will not come back to a/c dept.
this 3 months, most of the time i'm spending on the internet.
waiting for time to pass and to catch up some shows in xinmsn.
next busy thing is to be a clerk to file invoices.
and nothing else le bah.
it might seems easy job but well, as compared to last year.
i would want to return to my area and learned more.
whatever it is, good money isn't it?



birthday is coming real soon and i dont feel excited AT ALL.
planning to go zoo and i think should we?
i feel the urge to go MIA during that day or spend time with some other ppl.
simply, i just dont feel happy at all.
SIGHHHH!~
all i need is just a simple celebration. nothing fancy.
i would want to be the best of myself.. but.. well.
let's see how it goes bah.


isit Monday bluee that causes this negative thoughts?
今天, i'm not happy at all.
- late for work.
- got deduct 1 day salary because i just fulfilled 3 months probation?
- become a filing girl.
- ZOO thingyyyyy, *might seriously cancel it*


just bad bad baddddddd!
hope tmr will not have anymore trouble already. sighhh*

有时候，我觉得。。
靠别人，不如靠自己！
当你需要别人帮忙的时候，你才知道他对你的真。
有可能是为难。。
有可能有理由。。
但起码，要尽力。


心情又纳闷，又烦。
好想一个人走一走。。

abandon my blog for quite sometime and it's time to be back for blogging.
well, there are several things running through my mind.
but i do not know how to put into words.
my mind is in a total mess. :(


first 6 months of 2011 doesnt went as smooth as i want it to be.
grades for my first year is bad.
relationship faces alot of negative issues.
health not as good as ever.
perhaps a holiday break is needed.


我不知道这么走下去。
需要休息休息。
爱我，恨我，疼我。。
我累了。